APA KABARMU LELAKI SIAL?

Jhony Palaguna

7 Apr, 2024

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh

Apa kabarmu lelaki sial?

JHONY PALAGUNA;_Di keterjagaanmu yang pertama tadi,

yang mana lebih dulu memelukmu, pahitnya kenangan ataukah ketakutan menyemai mimpi baru?

Sepertinya kusut masai masih dengan jumawa menerjangi dadamu yang lebam biru di arah kalbu.

Bola matamu serupa gua dengan kedalaman yang entah bermuara di antah berantah. Benakmu wujud ladang pembantaian segala mimpi, karena rasa takut dan kengerian bercokol dan engkau kepayahan mengenyahkan sedari dini.

Lelaki sial, apa kabar hatimu saat ini? Dengan kenyerian-kenyerian yang bergelantungan di pundak dan pikiran, masihkah kau mampu menjaga kewarasan?

Engkau hanya nampak seperti serdadu yang gagal menemui kematian. Berdiri hidup, namun koma di sisi sebelah dalam.

Seringkali, desis angin seperti desing kenangan yang semena-mena memenggal mimpi.

Suara-suara janggal berebut ribut, menabur segala kalut di hati paling sudut. Memulakan segala sengkarut.

Hari berlalu silih berganti, di benakmu abadi segala nyeri. Dan engkau menolak segala kompromi dan strategi meski sekedar sejenak mengasupi janin mimpi.

Lukamu terasa abadi

Setidaknya, karena engkau ingini sudah kembali menjadi mimpi.

Kuala Lumpur, 7 April 2024. By;_Jp_94

Jhony Palaguna

Hai.. Salam kenal untuk semua, semoga hari2 anda lebih baik dari sebelumnya.

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